I certainly know that feeling. After forty years on my own chronic illness journey there have been times, sometimes years at a clip, when I played the hermit. I just didn't feel like going out and doing the whole "I'm fine, etc" dance. You know how it is, I'm sure. It can be exhausting. Just know that you can always come here to chant, vent, ask questions, or just be around others who really get it! Keep on keepin' on, DPM